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And then there were three
It has been forever since I have updated and I will be returning this week with a more extensive update on life, current WIPs, my mental health (which is amazing btw) and all the exciting things going on in my life! Update upcoming posts will include: More information on finishing the edits of my dark …
Lean in
Lean in, to joy and love. Lean into hope and dreams. LEAN IN. Especially when fear challenges you. Lean into the excitement for your life and watch it sprinkle into everything you touch. Watch it expand to the people you cherish. Put in the work, into everything you do and reap the benefits. Always be …
Real Life
In the past an upcoming doctor’s appointment might flair my anxiety. My mind would dwell on all the possible outcomes so that I could prepare for what may come. We all know I would have circled the dark outcomes. This morning I woke up surrounded by love. In the arms of my love. In Michigan …
Dear John,
Dried flowers hang above floating books while fresh ruby sunflowers dress the space below. Coffee wafts in the air from a candle I lit while cleaning as I dance and sing along to my current playlist. For a moment I forget about the stresses in my life that climb onto my back like a live …
Risk adverse
She hid away once again as the pain was far too great to bare and though she longed to feel joy, it made her skin itch and her bones ache. Her scars continued to bleed, drowning her hopes and fears. She began to fade into the warm comfort of darkness because her gift was for …
Starting over…again
Posted onFebruary 20, 2025 Lean in Lean in, to joy and love. Lean into hope and dreams. LEAN IN. Especially when fear challenges you. Lean into the excitement for your life and watch it sprinkle into everything you touch. Watch it expand to the people you cherish. Put in the work, into everything you do …
Still Here
One of the worst parts of having CPTSD is knowing a conversation is too much, being incapable of saying that and just experiencing it like an extension of trauma. All while going through therapy to deal with whatever trauma caused the shit in the first place. All while loud sounds have you jumping out of …
Aunt Flow
Experiencing a menstrual cycle is basically like, a bunch of teenage demons are trying to do a seance to steal your “life creating” magic. Because it feels like gravity is trying to drag your uterus down to hell. But, with a blood sacrifice, you get to keep it! And those pesky demons have to wait …
vulnerability – lack of control – trust – love
I always walk into the face of danger, into the chaos and any other storm many may shy away from with an unbreakable fearless strength. I dare it to test me, I'm ready to fight and do whatever it takes to defeat it; to defend others and even more so if they are the ones …
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