Today was a hard day
Today was a hard day. Days similar to today have tried to break me and sometimes I think where I find my strength is keeping it all deep inside of me wrapped up tightly with all the other things I bury for the sake of others. I often write about how being bipolar feels to …
Journal of a manic bipolar
Day three of my bipolar and mania episode. Sigh. It's far harder than I anticipated to control my rage and depression these days. Sometimes I feel myself succumbing to the darkness, swallowing me whole. Constantly I'm told how proud and amazed people are that I'm doing so well with the hand I've been dealt. Gee …